Craniofacial Diaries Deep Thoughts
Making the switch to an all vegan diet has dramatically changed my life for the better... I wish I knew the importance of health 30 years ago. I've never felt so spirituality connected and healthy in my life. Things I failed to see before, I see now. I'm not as emotionally fragile. I used to need people who never needed me to begin with. I feel emotions much more intensely unlike before, but I like it better this way. I'm not blind to any negative energies that try evading my space. I only care to know moralistic and loving people. Today I'm happy and I feel content with being me.
Overall, I feel progress, but I must admit that I'm still frustrated. I'm not quite there and I do fear that it will worsen, especially if I don't gain some weight soon. I'm 95 pounds at 5'5. I know I'm not alone, there's more of us out there who are enduring the same symptoms. Fear not judgement. Share your experiences. Knowledge is power.
I need strength in my bones. I feel very weak. This is so not me... The bones in my legs, arms and feet regularly pop, and it's not comforting either. I regularly use various heating pads (praying they don't catch fire) and KT tape which both help me tremendously. A nice bath in Epsom Salts is comforting at times too. I have two knee braces and two wrist guards for each wrist that I often wear. My right hand moreso than the left. My tailbone is very bony and uncomfortable to sit on for long periods of time, especially during driving.
You can ask anyone who really knows me that home is not where you'll always find me. I love going out and experiencing life, even if I'm a lone ranger when doing so. I miss nature. This just isn't me.. I'm confident I'll find some answers soon. Meanwhile, I'll be sure to share everything with you too. ❤
